Clare’s journey…

By July 24, 2019Uncategorized

Clare submitted this to our blog as her swim of the week and I think sometimes it is great to hear from others who are not keen on the swim or struggling with the technique or distance. I have known Clare a few years now and finally this is the year she decided to enter an  IM (Italy)  Preparation has been meticulous including an Italy training camp, smaller races along the way but swimming 3.8km is a long long way regardless of all that.  Sometimes all the coaching qualifications in the world can just be surpassed when someone just comes along and tells you how it is. Wise words if you are contemplating a race, coming to train, starting openwater swimming in any format. Over to you Clare, thanks for this.

 

“I’m standing on the edge of a lake in Essex, it is 6.30am on a sunny Saturday morning. The sun is glinting off the lake and around me the heady smell of neoprene as other early risers and I pull ourselves into our wetsuits, readying for an open water swim session. I can just about see the buoys around the edge of the lake marking out our route. My training goal is to do 4 laps, 4kms being further than I’ve swum before and this being only my 5th visit to the lake.

I find myself over thinking the enormity of what I’m about to do, “it’s a long way”, “I’ve never done this before”, “what if I can’t get round?”, “what if……?”, “what if….?”. I’m doing a great job at starting to psych myself out of not only not achieving my goal, but not even starting on the journey.

Finally I give myself a good talking to, walk into the lake and just start swimming. I’d resolved to face my fears, to focus on one stroke at a time, to recollect everything my swimming coach had taught me and to trust in my ability. I was not breaking any records, but before I knew it, 91 minutes later I’d achieved my goal and you couldn’t wipe the smile off my face.

 

As I drove home, I mulled over my morning’s experience, the parallels with everyday life, how easy it can be to self-sabotage our potential to achieve. How often do we just not start something, talk ourselves out of it, not take that next (or first) step or stroke, not speak up with a new idea, not apply for that new job, or promotion because we over think it and we don’t know how we will do it, if we can do it and we certainly don’t have all the answers, let alone all the questions!

We have all been there, so let me challenge you, where in your life do you just need to just take that first step (or stroke!)?
Be courageous, be bold. Today could be the day to just do it.”

One Comment

  • steve t says:

    Clare, that is lovely! Courage? Bravery? I think you have about a million tons of that…….. much respect! steve t x

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